Lost love

LOST LOVE.

Within just a little moment, I had a time with you
We were laughing together
holding our hands while remembering our consequential memories
How I wish you'll stay forever
Never to vanish,never to fade
People change!
I've changed
I've made some sort of errors and mistakes
I regret it and will always be
I didn't mean to do it
Not to hurt you
...you leave me alone turning my heart into pieces
Why didn't you stay and get me out of the dark?
Although apology ca never bring back the tears that had fallen,
Do I don't deserve for a second chance?
When I was younger, crying seems to be my answer
But now that I'm older,
Crying seems to be the only way to accept your answer
How dramatic!
Don't you get it?I'm back
Starting from the very beginning
Crawling slowly like a turtle
Waiting for your "hi"
You tend to face back every time you see me
Covering your ears upon hearing my name
You discarded me from your mind
Declined me from your heart
And rejected me a thousand times
Is it hard to love me again?
To disgust me
To silently kill me and wishing me to lay down dead
Is that what you want?
I'm still hanging.
Hoping for a chance.
Not to cease but to wait.
As soon as that time would come
I will still be ready to introduce myself again.