back then

Dreams are hard to manage. I can't blame myself for not stopping it but being into it.

A block of bricks wrapped with cotton. Pieces of joys and sadness are imprisoned.
Whoever they go to, wherever they flow through...Their still part of my untouchable
yet fuzzy deep memories flowing beneath my head.
I can't sense what clearly I am thinking. Huge castles with thunderous background.
Griffins, serpents, dragons and undefined creatures clashing as if a nightmare. I took a
deep breath, still reminiscing the what had happened. Everything went wrong!
Good thing I can still remember few happenings.
I was walking on a limitless fortress alone passing ruined places.
Deserted.
Covered with darkness. Few steps away I saw her standing, lending me a hand as if I'm at
a critical point. She's smiling! Then I came rushing near to her. Wanting to hold her smooth
hands but as I make a step towards her, She's becoming invincible turning into ashes.
Distance separates us. She's hard to reach.
Heaven! and I can sense I'm kinda in hell. Defiant creatures guarding her. Not even a dust
could touch her.
Can we still be together? What a dream!
It feels like reality. Well, it's just a dream and will always be a dream. In my own world,
I can rule by my own.
No one can stop me...
I can do whatever I want...
I can change everything...
The best part is yet to come and I'm almost into that chapter. I'm now with her
unexceptionably holding her hands in a beautiful garden full of roses with a sweet atmosphere.
Having animals living peacefully. I started a move but I'm a huge clock appeared!
What? everything was gone.
A while ago, I was merely happy! Loving the feeling but now, hating the outcome. I knew it.
It's just a dream. The hardest part of having a dream is...Waking up. 7/17/2010